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一直很努力的想要过好现在的生活，做一些我原本以为会让大家都很高兴的事情，隐忍、艰苦、晦涩都留给自己，躲在属于自己的角落偷偷掉眼泪，忍得很辛苦，大家看到的只是一个壳而已，灵魂早已不见了，也许你认识我，但是永远不能了解我，这是最可悲的

空气中飘来熟悉的味道
回忆的气息在身边围绕
时间在逃.......
抓也抓不牢     夏天来到

总是听些让人心情愉快的歌，心情并没有不好，只是想开心一点，哪怕一点点的幸福感，很害怕自己得抑郁症，因为心就像个洞，不管我怎么往里面填补，他还是张着大洞看着我，他让我感到彻底到骨头里的孤独，绝对不是寂寞，God help the girl, she needs all the help she can get

        There is no way I'm looking for a boyfriend
　　There is no way I'm looking for a scene
　　I need to save some dough
　　I'm a working girl, you know
　　I'll fend attention off I keep to myself
　　
　　I love my room, I'm getting used to sleeping
　　Some nights I really like to lie awake
　　I hear the midnight birds
　　The message in their words
　　The dawn will touch me in a way a boy could never touch
　　Their promise never meant so much to me
　　
　　You have been warned, I'm warned to be contrary
　　Backward at school, I wrote from right to left
　　Teacher never cared for me
　　Preacher said a prayer for me
　　God help the girl, she needs all the help she can get
　　
　　I sit for hours just waiting for his phone call
　　I'll leave the chocolate hidden in the fridge
　　I'll play his messages
　　Analyze his intonation
　　Please stop me there, I'm even boring myself
　　
　　I think of him when I'm doing the dishes
　　I think of him while looking in the sink
　　This ain't no play on words
　　My love for him is absurd
　　If he gave me a sign I'd think about it for a week
　　I'd build it up and then I'd turn him down
　　
　　You have been warned, I'm warned to be contrary
　　Backward at school, I wrote from right to left
　　Teacher never cared for me
　　Preacher said a prayer for me
　　God help the girl, she needs all the help she can get